I want to, I have to and I need to be this...

2009-07-31T09:43:00.001+08:00

sorry bout the text..i also cant see...but the pictures are nice

2009-07-22T18:59:00.002+08:00

hey hey this has been a long time since i myself have been posting on this particular blog...now i have two blogs...

2009-04-13T18:17:00.000+08:00

just
testing
the
font
sizes..

Newbie

2009-04-13T18:15:00.001+08:00

K just did my blog...editted everything but got no time to do links man..sorry...
oh and the quizphrase must be suspended for a while
a lot of glitches here and there

What!

2009-04-12T23:14:00.002+08:00

woah...so long never update...
ok firstly a blog is where you let your heart out and share your life....
so this my blog and I want to let my heart out and share my life with you people...
so lets start from thursday night...
after slacking with the usual at bubbletea..I went home to find my mom who is in the kitchen...she said that she'll be going off to work at 930pm so I'll be at home alone and to meet her tomorrow at woodlands checkpoint tomorrow..so after she went off for work...I watched a funny thailand ghost story..which at parts are seriously scary..I'm not sure how to spell it..very long man..k then slept at arnd 12++woke up at 5am and my mom called to get ready and leave the house at 53o..I was shocked to hear that actually...and what I also didnt know is that Sham was also coming...wohoo!!so met sham and his brother under my block...rode his brothers' car...didnt really noticed the marks onthe car..but the interior was awesome...toyota wish I think...had a tv...yeah so watched tv for awhile and sham took out controllers which I dont knw for wht in the first place and then I saw him putting a disc into his ps2 at the side of the seat..yeah so played SVR2009...superbly fun!!!beat the hell out of each other...then met my mom at woodlands checkpoint...then to jb checkpoint...blahblahblah...his brother very funny siah..talk to the person in an irish accent....and the custom lady was laughing at him...lame man his brother...eh very long ah want to type....my three days of fun...then went o eat at kotaraya food court with my mom, sham and his brother...azmi or something lah..eateateat...then went back to my home there...so far only a handful of people know about this but now those who read this now know I have two houses and I am not bragging nor am I boasting...haha but its true..only those who understand will not think twice about the previous sentence...reached there sham met my dad together with his bro...even then also his bro wants to make a laugh...irish,german,malay,english and mandarin...everything come out...blahblahblah...the night was fun with them arnd...slept in the living room...only guys slept here except for my dad, obviously he needs my mom right? my sis slept in my bros and my room...alone hahaha...didnt sleep until like 1++...woke up at arnd 845am..ate breakfast after bathing of course...
played ps2 after that then went swimming after it stopped raining abt 445pm like tht..thn ate at the clubhouse...beside the pool...went up bathe watched mall cop again then watched ong bak2 superbly awesome...the fights were awesome...one mans' vengeance for his family...betrayed by his raiser and his father's royal friend..just to be king his father's friend killed his fatehr and his mother...know what I'm talking about??no...too bad..after that ate dinner k dont know what I did then I slept first...sunday...breakfast...fun...lunch...fun..dinnerbleargh...went larkin at 8++pm...jam...then sham brother took us to checkpoint customs then sent us home...bid farewell and leave all thats past behind...

ok...now my life...
these past few days I'm back to the wwe days....still had a nudge for these few superstars..my favourite...I'll post their pics later...on..
back old school baby..
hey life's hard it was never and never will be easy....so enjoy the very few moments that make it enjoyable.

What Happened?

2009-03-31T21:10:00.002+08:00

well today...its just totally boring...whats going on I dont know...I'm like confused with my surroundings...
what I know is that I am falling sick these past few days...its very irritating...yesterday had high fever and stomachache...today had mild fever, stomachache,sore throat,heaache adding to my ulser on my lips...its hard to cope with my studies cos I feel lazy to do homework...but I'll try...today's physics lesson was the first lesson that I understand so far this year...
after school went maths tutorial...understand some of them...then went odac...only climbed koochi-koochi to put up quickdraws..then I couldnt climb cos wasnt feeling so well at all....coach also had fever...haiqal had headache and nadiah had mild cough and sore throat....yeah people are getting sick nowadays...then had briefing...I felt a presence of conflict between the teachers and coach...they didnt show it but I know they are in conflict...they had to act professional what...so waited for coach at guard post then thanked her and ms nooraini then dismissed...went bubbletea...talked to nadiah on the way...then slacked...nikkie and nadiah went off first...dissapointed...then chit chatted..nadiah came back...then after awhile I went home...
whats going on people??

the answers to yesterday's phrases are; spaceman by the killers and dance like there's no tomorrow

today's phrase is:

It's like a roller coaster

One step away

I'm closerI can see it there within my reach

tha's all peeps....

Double Phrase Today..

2009-03-30T16:50:00.003+08:00

first thing I wanna apologise to people who were expecting a phrase yesterday...so today I'll give double phrases...

I'm gonna start about yesterday....

woke up at arnd 730am...my father asked to get ready cause we were gonna go pasir ris park for picnic...so I got ready...packed stuff...then took 359 with T...so stopped at interchange and my dad just got angry coz we took the wrong bus...so when he couldnt open up the stroller, he just threw it on teh floor where we alighted...wow so embarassing siah..people were watching siah...so yeah...my mom got mad with my dad, we were angry with our dad....so found our brother...then looked for our father....after we found him...my mom walked in front...then he said that he wanted to take the 359 bus without the T...which he didnt say in the first place....so me and my dad argued...he just dont wanna admit that he's wrong..so I walked off followed my mom...then found a place to sit...my dad did all the preparations...haha good for him...so then we ate nasi lemak...my lil sis just cant resist the playground which is in full view from where we were sitting...so ate then followed my sis and my lil sis to play the playground there...I got on the bridge with my lil sis and she was in front and so evil me shook the bridge...obviously she's afraid.....so blahblahblah..then went to the beach build sandcastles yang tak menjadi...and found out that I'm allergic to sand...my whole forehead, naeck and face was itchy....very itchy..when I scratch, I felt small bumps at this areas...orghhh...my face is allergic to many things...I dont know why...so sat around until arnd 630pm walked to white sands went library...then arnd 730pm went home, reached home arnd 8++ then eat dinner...then I sat in my room played moh2 then fell asleep..tday woke up at 3am...I dont wanna tell you people what I saw so had a hard time forgetting and sleeping again was impossible at first...woke up 630am...got ready for school..then went to school at 705am......school was absolutely boring today....
after school went tm for some reason...with haziq h, haris and haiqal...we walked there...on the way we hid from haziq...haziq chased after haiqal, me and haris hid behind the post letters area...then haris came out stomped his feet...I saw haziq...then haris walked out checking the area...I jumped out and then he turned behind to see...when he turned back haziq appeared in front of him and screamed...haris also screamed for short period and jumped back lil from the shock...haha...priceless...so continued walking...at a bus stop haris tripped on a rock and almost fell...wellthat was seriously unexpected...haziq was crazy all the way...dashing across the road in his "hands halfway up body" way...jumping above table and he heard something "k-rackk"thats what he said...at tm went to a shop...I waited outside...then went starbucks...haziq's first time buying any product there...well that was nice....he just forgot to put the sprinkler thingys in his drink...so on the bus back...haziq was also crazy....he almost bit haris in the neck...but receive a knock on his head...haha....I threw the seat belt at him and then he threw back...haha...I got off at my stop...and when the bus passed me...haziq stood up and pointed the finger...then he leaned against the window and pointed again when the bus was turning...crazy guy...

today's phrases are:

That was the turning point

That was one lonely night...

and this is the second phrase:

Today just wasn't my day

Everyone's getting me so fed up

I gotta find a way

I know can make me feel better

and guys please dont bother to check my playlist...cos non of the phrases comes from my playlist...to that someone....remember, youre not playing this game alone...
so good luck...
that's all peeps...

Earth Hour..

2009-03-28T21:51:00.002+08:00

I was at afghanistan during earth hour....not many turned their lights off....so it was great dissapointment...
and nikkie had to answer today's phrase when she clearly already know the song that I told her just now...walao...yeah so the answer to today's phrase is; up by the saturdays...nice song
thats all folks...have a good night...

New Phrase New Phrase...!

2009-03-28T17:16:00.002+08:00

this is the second post ofe the day...
ok..I wont be going to the town area dan and nas they all cause I just dislike going to town...I dont know why..
but anyways...

here is today's phrase:

This is the final call for all destination,

This is where you're in or out,

No hesitation,

This is not the time for doubts,

Make your decision ,

and this is the answer to yesterday's phrase,
reach out by hillary duff....nikkie got close but she blew her chance though..
remember to switch off your lights later...so...thats all folks....

28th March 2009

2009-03-28T16:23:00.002+08:00

alright people today is the day where billions of people should turn off their lights at 830pm-930pm...some think that this is just a waste of time siah...hehe...think of all the things you could do in the dark...haha....
and the phrase quiz is still going on...there is no takers for yesterdays phrase...so its still open...
thats just abt it...I'll continue blogging later...after earth hour...right now I'm listening to a song that is very catchy...
turn off your lights people...!

Phrase Quiz

2009-03-27T18:02:00.002+08:00

this message is to all....
starting from today I'm putting up phrases from songs and put them in my blog....so those who can guess the song from which the phrase came from can put your answer on my tagboard...please leave your name...time limit??guess the song before one day from which the phrase has been put in...first come first served..its gonna get hard on some days...so...the correct answer and the first person I will treat...ok??after time is up I'll give the answers on my next post...this quiz is only open to people who are close to me...you all know who are...tip 1:the closer you are to me the better...so my best friends good luck...

and here is today's phrase:

............... ..... ........... ....... and you don’t even know it

Try to hold back but I can’t control it

So, I’m steppin’ to ya’, skip the ”How ya doin'?”

Grab your hand and pull you closer to me yeah

k bye peeps...

Sports Heat

2009-03-26T21:08:00.005+08:00

first thing in the morning I send my lil sister to my babysitter...then reached school...first period was cd...played my psp...played moh2 with haziq y...haha capture the flag...gonna win and then haziq quit..then had english..ms yang didnt come...so did a worksheet then played psp again...then pe...played soccer...momos vs fadullah,leonard,me,wilson,mr koh,hazirah and amiliah...well actually leonard, hazirah and amiliah didnt do much...leonard was injured after haris accidentally slapped his face...eventually we won...for the first time...I scored once...then recess...then physics...did force and density wksht...okok lah...then maths...
after school saw nikkie outside school...she asked me go sports heat and so I went home and changed...reached school...looked for nikkie...and the bus left...wanted to call her and there she was outside the general office together with zhi ning...so took bus 12...on the bus me and nikkie made jokes laughed and zhi ning laughed silently..haha...reached ite simei saw ryan and esther walking...so we tricked them to walk faster...got in..sat down saw haris and haiqal...after briefing we sat together as odac...then syazwan and faqhrul joined us...then dan,haris,haiqal and luqman joined...for 100m, dan came first..that was good...100m girls...nas ran and her shoes just came off....both...hah...that was comical...then 400m...idk abt the others but I came last..as 3/4 of the lap I was first but then the last 100m, I just lost it...both legs cramped up...I heard nikkie cheer me and then I just switched off....endured till the end...felt like vomitting cause didnt eat enough just now...but waited for the girls...nas and naf finished 2nd and 3rd...for 400m...then inter cca...odac boys team got 2nd...and the girls team got 3rd..both qualified to the finals...yay!
after that went east point to eat...ate chicken rice and drank ovaltine..haziq made jokes and I dont wanna tell what happened...ok half filled my stomach...then slacked outside the mrt station for awhile...haziq is so funny....he borrowed mary's skateboard and sat on it...he went down the ramp and shrieked while trying to hold on to the railings at the sides...but eventually he stopped manually with his shoes after the bump...the me and him rode on mary's skateboard...he sat I stand and we went down the ramp...that was fun...then he rode the skate and almost banged a rubbish trolley...haha...thenwhen we wanted to go...he wanted to do the switch and ollie...but cant...funny siah...hah joker....in the train...I sat beside haziq and the rest sat opposite....haziq turned on his music...and then he showed me his phone and said thats I cant turn on this song bcoz he is sitting beside haris...and the song is called mamak...haha....k then reached pasir ris...ahris went home first..nas, dan and haziq took the other 359...so left me alone..hehe..almost got into the wrong line...nas saw that...hah...reached my stop...walked home...my right ankle,the injured area,my right femur and my left ankle are in pain...got home bathed and then read my blog and ooohhh spammers...
this message is for them:
to you people who have a problem with me...it does not mean that only girls tagged me, you people can call me a fag...I just dont get it..they are just checking out my blog and found out that I have a tagboard...and so they tagged me ah...
its not wrong you know..and its my blog, who wants to tag, tag ah...I cant pinpoint who you people are....but its just unthinkable for you people to do this kinda things...sorry...

and today's quote is:

I dont know what's right and what's real anymore...

And I dont know how I'm meant to feel anymore...

And when do you think it will all become clear...

and today has been a great day for me actually...

thats all peeps...

Boring Fun

2009-03-25T18:12:00.009+08:00

k today is actually quite dry..

came school on time...assembled...got our breakfast...a cream roll and a sandwich..

we went to singapore discovery centre...in the bus..haziq y and me played medal of honour 2...deathmatch..haha fun..played I died he died..and then his psp battery died..haha..that was comical...then at discovery centre, we first went to discovery theatre nad while I was walking to a seat..haris smacked my butt...what was that for? I dont know..had discovery race...blahblahblah...then went army museum...then had a tour of safti..which means: SIngapore Armed Forces Training Institiution..I think..the place is cool..thats all I can share about the place..

then had break...played around...then went back inside discovery theatre..dismissed

in bus listened to music..me and haziq were singing then I realised that both haris who were sitting in front of me, asleep...they were cute siah..almost got a picture of them..reached school, did reflection then went home...

went bubbletea with haziq h...eat drink went home..

at home eat again...

and thanks to suhaili I'm addicted to a song she sang before...

and starting from today, I'm gonna take quotes, sayings and phrases from songs that I've heard..

and today's phrase is:

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

life is a maze

and love is a riddle

I dont know where to go

I cant do it alone

I've tried

And I dont know why

haha....now do I remember what happened on thursday onwards

2009-03-24T16:22:00.002+08:00

thursday...dont know
friday...boulderactive comp...pathetic really...chaos at registration..chaos everywhere...the shirt was big and I mean BIG...so isolated for 1hour then climbed...fun routes man..then had to go home at 230pm..sorry guys..then went johor..wowh..ate alot siah...
saturday when to cut my hair...blahblahblah..eat...alot..
sunday went swimming in the morning..then played sims 2 with my sis...then went amma restaurant eat...alot..k then reached singapore home at 1130pm...never sleep until 145am
monday..was a funny day...firstly was when we were going to our classroom from the library alley there..haris m was gonna put his newspaper on the fire glass thingy..he placed it carefully...when he was about to let go, haziq y slammed his feet on the ground and haris immediately turned...haha that was funny..then in class during lunch haziq h fell from his chair, backwards..haha..funny
today...haris got shocked again in the morning same place..then after school haziq h was skipping along and...he slipped and fell sideways...even now when I'm typing, I'm laughing haha..then now at haziq h house..lipsync..
thats all peeps..

Quiz

2009-03-18T10:39:00.002+08:00

o1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?

i dont know, i dont have a favourite spot to be kissed..

o2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?

sleepy and tired

o3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?

dan

o4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?

maybe

o5. Will you ever donate blood ?

someday

o6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?

was? I still have a best friend of the opposite gender...she's the best of the best

o7. Do you want someone to be dead ?

why would I wanna do that..so no

o8. What does your last text message say ?

ya ya like real

o9. What are you thinking right now ?

ODAC!!

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?

yes...a friend

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?

around...1130pm I guess

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?

somewhere which I cant remember

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?

yes

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?

my best friend NASUHA!!

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz

1.nas

2.haziq h

3.nikkie

4.mizah

5.suhaili

6.sheda

7.haziq y

8.haris

9.mary

10.syazwan

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?

no one..he's single

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?

female

17. If no.7 and no.1o get together , would it be a good thing ?

no...they are boys

18. What is no.1 studying about ?

she's studying what every sec3 express student would study

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?

yesterday,yesterday,yesterday,last two days.yesterday,idk,last friday,last saturday,very long,last friday

2o. Is no.4 single ?

idk

21. Say something about no.2

he is my best friend...horny,crazy,loonatic,a different shade of colour,never pick a fight

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?

umm...ewww

23. Describe no.9.

idk...fun?

24. What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight ?

stop them lah of course

25. Do you like 8 ?

yes as a friend...

just did the quiz that dan and shikin asked me to do...

wow this is a funny quiz..and my first one

Lets just say that it was a fun day...

2009-03-17T19:38:00.002+08:00

hey today woke up at 9am..and was eating when ryan caled and said that training had started, and I was extremely lost...so I changed and went for odac..arrived and the coach havnt rrived yet..pso traversed then coach hatta arrived, dont know how to spell his name...but.he was a fun guy!!he makes jokes...really cool ones...he briefed us and gave us routes then we tried them...hah I couldnt even finish one..what can I say I'm getting lousier everyday...and then he gave dyno routes or big moves routes...on the second one, I fel and then he wanted to show how its done and...he tripped on the mat and fell flat on the mat...hahaha!!that was hysterical...and surprisingly he got up and laughed...and then after that nadiah was doing a route an was doing a hand foot match and when she turned to face the wall, she banged her forehead on the wall....haha...that was funny...k...so finished training did yoga cool don...skipped many cause dont know how some of the poses are done..then debrief...

then bubbletea...fun...nikkie was talking in her british accent and I couldnt but I could talk in a french accent...so it was fun...
then went home...
now I'm feeling bumped...

Boulder at safra Yishun...

2009-03-14T21:44:00.003+08:00

today woke up at 630am...got ready...then went central bus stop wait for the others...jia hui and sherlin was there...so waited for the others..
k the journey to yishun:
in the bus me, ryan and nikkie laughed...then nikkie asked me to explained a picture in the hp and then I said loudly thats "this is a blowjob" I didnt realise I was saying it loudly...nadiah turned and gave that unbeliveable eyes...haha
k at safra:
firstly, the place looks awesome man......!just calming...k so registered, payed $10.70..!wow so expensive...then I'm left with a small amount of money...k so traversed...fun..especially the chimney area..k then strecthed with the tjc climbers..then boulder...the place is awesome man..!did first route and afetr about 8 attempts I finished it!then my second route was tough...did too much of it..then on to my third route which I didnt even know how to do...then the 4th route which nimat did...I did the route with marc and after my 10th attempt I think, I finished it!!then did high wall...finishe dit then went inside got crazy, everyone was like pulling each other, stacking on top of each other, chasin around...haha..then wanted to go swimming but then cancelled, so me,haris and dan went to downtown east swimming pool together with haziq y...only swam 1/4 lap then rained...so dan went to see nas, haris went home, so me and hziq went bubbletea and we told each other riddles...fun..
so go home haris asked me to go to the boulderactive website and register but too late...so cannot register siah..not even novice...dont know if can enter or not...
now I 'm watching 13th district...fun man...
and nasuha get well soon, very soon

Must Watch Again!!

2009-03-12T22:43:00.009+08:00

firstly,

Happy Birthday Saibah And Saidah!!

sorry I wasnt there to wish the two of you face to face cause I was absent from school...hope you both had fun today..

firstly in the morning at 530am my father woke me up and asked what time was the appointment so I said it was 930am at changi general hospital...so he asked want to go school or not?so I said go for the appointment cause I dont wanna cause anymore trouble...so reached there at 9am cause before that went for breakfast...registered..waited waited..then my name was called out...k my turn...dont wanna tell the whole process...I couldnt speak no more...asked so many questions siah that doctor...blahblahblah finished everything at 230pm!!!then my father said go johor...I couldnt say no cause he gave me the look...so dumb dumb me said yes...so go johor...reached johor eat..then pay house bills...then go watch watchmen at 305pm...at first I thought the movie was a boring one but it was AWESOME!!....maybe I'm exaggerating but to me it is fun to watch and I wanna watch it again!!its a mix of a love story, friend story, detective story, superhero story, talk a lot story and sex story...one more thing, this movie has alot of quotes and sayings in it...they are hideen...the movie is very confusing if you dont focus..after that eat again...then going home time...at the immigration at woodlands there was this guy who smiled at me and he really looked familiar man..but I just cant make up who...so never mind enjoy the pics below..

this was the last time I went to tampines stadium, I think it was the 29 feb..

this is the couple who is addicted to their gadgets..and pictures do play tricks...what you see here doesnt appears as it seems..

and if I zoom in, this is nasuha playing with her phone...see the difference in the first picture and this?and same goes here, I zoom in and, this is dan addicted to the psp..see the diff?this is the stadium...errrm part of it..

haish...1 hour later and still addicted
and this one the battery goes flat...haha

and haris playing the psp..he's also addicted...see?

and..

this is the ticket

this is Jon Osterman a.k.a Dr Manhattan

this is Edward Blake( Eddie) a.k.a The Comedian
this is Dan Dreiberg a.k.a Nite Owl and the thing behind him is called archie,his vehicle...

this is Adrian Veidt a.k.a Ozymandiasahah..! this my favourite character...he is Walter Kovacs a.k.a Rorschach

and finally, this is Laurie Juspeczyk (janey slater)a.k.a Silk Spectre

I'll give a brief description of each character

dr manhattan: he is blue, can change his shades of blue,can change sizes, can duplicate himself..meaning he can be at a few places at once, can zap people into nothing at all, can move objects, can dismantle stuff and crush them

the comedian: the strongest guy but the meanest and very bad, first to be killed in the story,nothing much about him

nite owl: he's a little bit scared of stuff, he loves silk spectre, gadget maker

ozymandias; the smartest of the team and the betrayer of the team, very rich..thats all I can say about him

rorschach: his face can change, wants to solve problems by finding clues all that

silk spectre: dont know what to say about her also...

but one things' for sure, they all are very strong....

I'll find the quotes later on...so thats all peeps...

Updated updated...happy?

2009-03-11T21:51:00.003+08:00

Its been awhile since Ive blogged..so this is it..today went school..blahblahblah..during assembly went mr nathan asked to stand, we stand then I was waiting for the command and then,"torn ligament"such fast speed I turned and haris with his serious face..hah..then mr nathan made a fool of himself by saying polyclinic instead of polytechnic...blahblahblah...was so hungry cause I didnt bring money...haris did something which I really didnt expect...that smarts...he should know what I'm talking about...so didnt eat during recess..this guy who was sitting opposite of where I'm sitting, actually behind haris the table there, he was like forcing himself to eat the rice...ah his face was priceless...k..blahblahblah..boring...after school went physics retest...got 24 just passed on the dot!!!
k thats all....my knee has healed partially...I can walk like normal already...I hope it doesnt snap again tomorrow...bleargh...

Torn Ligament is confirmed!!

2009-03-09T18:42:00.003+08:00

today woke up at 530am and my mom said dont go school cause want to go doctor...so slept again and woke up at 8...went doctor after eating..light snacks..very light
got my queue number at 845am..and only got to see the doctor at 1145am!!hah long wait..the doctor was a little crazy cause he talks in a british-scottish accent and on top of it he was talking supremely fast...so I couldnt hear exactly what he said..then he raised my right leg and pulled hard but firmly the first one was so painful that I wanted to push his arms away..but the second pull was actually nice..so he concluded that Ive torn a ligament but dont know how severe it is and gave me an appointment on thursday..hope you guys enjoyed my absence for the day...
after that went afghan eat..on the way to the food court, I was holding my lil' sis hands and the floor was super slippery wet...and I didnt see a patch of water in front of me and so..I slipped and yeah I fell...and hurt my right knee even more...my father was laughing actually..but it was funny...so ate naan with kacang kuda...oooh nice...lovely...then go home...in the lift my father pressed the 9th floor...so, stupid me didnt know and I went out on the ninth floor...haha that was a funny moment..
so at home didnt bother to do anything..now my eyes are swollen...really swollen cause something flew in my eye while I was wathcing tv...and now I just find it hard to read what I'm typing to nikkie and nadiah...thanks guys for accompanying me on this lonely day..and nadiah I'm gonna find them very sooon..I just need the key to it..
nothing much roght now..so bye peeps

QUotes quotes!!

2009-03-08T18:11:00.004+08:00

these are some quotes that I found...who got the time read

1. If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us. ~Herman Hesse
2. You lose a lot of time, hating people. ~Marian Anderson
3. It is to the credit of human nature, that, except where its selfishness is brought into play, it loves more readily than it hates. Hatred, by a gradual and quiet process, will even be transformed to love, unless the change be impeded by a continually new irritation of the original feeling of hostility. ~Nathaniel Hawthorne, The Scarlet Letter
4. The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. ~Mahatma Gandhi
5. Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future. ~Paul Boese
6. Forgive all who have offended you, not for them, but for yourself. ~Harriet Nelson
7. A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be. ~Douglas Pagels
8. Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things. ~Author Unknown
9. An apology is the superglue of life. It can repair just about anything. ~Lynn Johnston
10. Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going. ~Jim Ryun
11. Making mistakes simply means you are learning faster. ~Weston H. Agor
12. Patience is the ability to count down before you blast off. ~Author UnknownBeware the fury of a patient man. ~John Dryden, Absolam and Achitophel, 1680
13. It is the spirit and not the form of law that keeps justice alive. ~Earl Warren
14. Many laws as certainly make bad men, as bad men make many laws. ~Walter Savage Landor, Imaginary Conversations
15. Justice is open to everyone in the same way as the Ritz Hotel. ~Judge Sturgess
16. I must do something" always solves more problems than "Something must be done." ~Author Unknown
17. A man sooner or later discovers that he is the master-gardener of his soul, the director of his life. ~James Allen
18. If you mess up, 'fess up. ~Author Unknown
19. Responsibility: A detachable burden easily shifted to the shoulders of God, Fate, Fortune, Luck or one's neighbor. In the days of astrology it was customary to unload it upon a star. ~Ambrose Bierce, The Devil's Dictionary, 1911
20. Responsibility's like a string we can only see the middle of. Both ends are out of sight. ~William McFee, Casuals of the Sea, 1916
21. Don't be influenced by others, to easily conclude a person cause you were just following the flow. ~Author Unknown
22. An apology isn't an apology unless you really mean it. ~ Author Unknown
thats all I can share...hope it mean stuff...

Let's start anew...Oh snap!!

2009-03-06T21:36:00.003+08:00

well the title has got to do with something that happened today...
went school, per normal...nothing special...but one things' for sure, today's lessons were all fun..ss was humourous..we fought about the camp thingy..mt was fun...did senetnce assembly, which was fun when you know gow...bio was awesome...ms ruth told jokes and riddles to make the lesson fun..lastly maths...great!!for the first time I actually enjoyed maths...had a test..quite easy..now I know why I must pay attention!!!
then went prayers...
then odac...I knew there was gonna be bouldering...I dont know why..its just that feeling that I had to follow...and it did happen..so bouldererd...coach gave on sight routes for us...fun...haris came..looked healthy...bouldered...the first route the normal people finished the routes...left me so its ok...then coach talked to all of us about arc all that...then I tried the arc and it worked!!!then the next move...SNAP!!!something popped or snapped on my right knee...words just cant describe the pain...I felt it popped, I heard the pop...it was quite loud...I just fell off the wall in pain...and haris wasnted to carry my legs when its obviously injured...haha...that was comical..they carried me with a matress to the roof area...where coach asked me to rest...the medics iced the area...I checked on it and oh snap, it was swollen...thanks syazwan and saidah or saibah...sorry couldnt remember...you guys did great for starters...coahc asked me to stand and orgh the pressure on my kneecap was so strong that I just wanted to punch the affected area...so rested...couldnt climb...then after awhile, I tried to walk and I can stand the pain...so ok lah..then packed up...coach talked to us...touching moments...I hope that everyone was paying attention...then its ms shaheedah's turn to speak...she talked about how she felt left out in the club when no one appreciates her hard work which cant be seen instantly but it takes time...Thank you Ms shaheeda for everything youve done for the club...and sorry for everything we did...touching moments...felt bad for everything I did towards her...now I know how to appreciate someone's good deed...then coahc talked again, still touching moments...actua+
lly after ms shaheeda touched about her granmother topic, I was so affected that tears started to roll down my cheeks...for those who think I'm weak, its normal for people to cry even for boys....and you will know how it feels like when youre very close to your loved ones..talking about grandparents here..and when they passed away and you werent there,and when they had previously wanted something from you and you didnt take it seriously , you will also cry, feel bad...you just wish that youhad fufill their wishes before they leave...forever...trust me, it really hurts..if you dont, then you dont love and appreciate them...
I really hope that odac will be one big happy family again, no more egoistical people in the club, everyone works together as one and we have to understnad that everyone is differnet,comes from a different family background...think about it......so it is and will be the last lap...cause we are all in this race together, we are all in this together..we are all aiming for the same thing, so why cant we work together?love each other as people?why cant we be care for each other,physically,mentally,psychologically,emotionally,socially?no back-talk-stuff ok?so guys can we?we cant just give up right now ok?thank you coach!!!so I hope for a change...thats all I ask...a change
after that we reflected...thank you haris...
then bubbletea...hah...fun.....then went home
to those who are concern, especially those who think that I suck...tell you what:
I am very sorry for the times that I insulted,humiliated,gossiped about,made you pissed off and had neglected...I really am sorry...I just want to apologise for this...I just cant fit words that can fit...I am very sorry to everyone who knows me...
this is to; danial,haris h,haris m,luqman,sadiq,haiqal,nasuha,haziq y,haziq h,azli,fadullah,shikin,daniel r,nikkie,
jia hui,joash,nasrul,nadiah,valerie,ryan,sherlin,naf,my juniors,jie rui,ms shaheeda,ms nuraini,ms wee,coach philip,coach kelly...to everyone I know...I am very sorry for all the things Ive done...

This is so pathethic..

2009-03-05T21:33:00.002+08:00

now suddenly got no mood thanks to someone..this really suck!!why cant you just settle down and talk?we're a family right?youre my cousin...I dont understand why you cant get along with my brother...just because of that day?you have to drag till now?tell you what...YOU REALLY SUCk when you do that...oh ya tell your friend to fuck herself upside down..

and by the way
Happy 16th Birthday Haziq Hussein...

Tsk! Woah! Piak!

2009-03-05T20:47:00.002+08:00

dont mind the title, its from the motivational talk I attended just now...k started the day by sending my baby sis to my baby sitter..then went shop but teddy biscuit...my current favourite biscuit...dont know why...
go school as per normal...blahblahblah...during maths, I was called to go for my motivational talk...I just cant remember the only quote that he said...thanks by the way..then went odac...did sec 1 ropeworks...ohhh such chaos...then bubbletea...joked..then ms shaheedah came and asked us why were we still not yet went home...bleargh..whatever lah..then go home ...someone attitude..walao it was the softest of all ok??
then at home watched mr bean...haha..pathetically lame siah this guy...just watch it on my video bar...haha..guaranteed laughter...then watched dont forget the lyrics...funny funny...
now something stupid happened to me...now some people just cant appreciate help...so forget it...not referring to anyone that I have chatted with just now..so thats all...

stuid com

2009-03-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

fuck!!!

this is coach as what I saw her as just now...

this is my third fucking time trying to post my post...but this com is errrrgh...

tell tmoro

Problems again

2009-03-01T19:00:00.002+08:00

I seriously dont know whats going on right now..cause I already have so many problems and you had to add on to it...hey great job for adding another problem...
Now this really sucks...I have countless of problems which always lead to another problem...damn it!!
try me try me...

No Comments..

2009-02-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

today..blahblahblah...maths test sure fail..bleargh...
after prayers th momo's keep saying abt mat kental buah lychee..like I dont know who...nvr mind
so went my house with dan..haha..he almost fell on my mom...hahaha...lol..muke paisei siol...k went odac havent even started bleargh...did training..sadiq was like taking pics of randoms...dan and me most of em...which he was suppose to take pics of others..wth...nvr mind...k finish...then I was in the odac room and suddenly haris came in and said that nikkie's looking for someone I dont know who...so nikkie came with eyes that are flooding then she said that ms shaheedah scolded her for some reason...so we all went to ms shaheedah blahblahblah..she came out like she wanted to fight like that...what else do you guys want?! so I said that we wanted to discuss the problems of odac..and then she said she having problems all that...soooooooooooooooooooooooo after that went bubbletea drink joked laughed..and haris with his some joke...then nikkie went home...after that I was talking to dan when a ninja smacked me...so fast siah, cant even see...so the smacking fun began...then went home...
orgh now supre sad again abt something...

Walao...never go school again

2009-02-26T10:56:00.003+08:00

today didnt go school and this time it was a sacrifice I had to make...
firstly woke up at 630am bathe got ready called dan...packed my bag...called baby sitter...and look at the time its 7am already...my baby sitter was not at home so there is no one to take care my lil sis except for me...so didnt go school cause take care of my lil sis...gonna miss p.e.
blahblahblah...surfed internet did some study...I was watching the katy perry thinking of you music video and I found something...when katy was sitting in front of the mirror and wearing the black gown,she looked like suhaili...and that reminds me of the paramore decode music video..cause hayley williams looked liked dan's mom...
but I'll be going for odac later...

blurry curry furry hurry

2009-02-25T20:12:00.002+08:00

k the title is super random siah...k only gonna blog abt the fun parts...during maths while doing work me and momojeeq sang songs..haha funny...after school had exco meeting...blahblahblah...was expecting dan to say something...so I kept quiet the whole meeting to wait for dan to say...actually only nikkie and joash said the most during the meeting...after that went central with nas...saw haiqal and haris...then dan followed by luqman...they went lan shop play left4dead...dan asked me if I wanted to go or not but it was too late...so lepak with nas then fad and his unexpected gf came....haha...he busted me I busted him back...hahaha....then me and nas went seashell park playground shelter...we talked abt everything....then it rained...badly...me and nas were so cold siah...we were calculating how far a lightning was and then I saw something on top then a flash of lightning was so bright...followed by thunder...the loudest of all...nas junped cause of shock...me also...haha...that was a funny scary moment...then I saw it again...then we decided to runt o the nearest block which looks impossibly far...so we counted how fast the next thunder was then we ran...it got closer and closer...the thunder and lightning not the it...we reached the block we were so drenched but my bag was like incredibly dry...hehe...walked to haziq's block, my knee started aching again...now I know why I cant run...we were walking when haziq just pass right in front of me...suprisingly...we sat under haziq's block..blahblah..nas went home I sent her to the bus stop, just doing what I would do..cause dan was worried for nas so thats the least I could do...sorry dan you got so worried...blahblah...sat under haziq's block played psp..then went home....
super duper stressed...
the only solution to the problems is another problem...

Am So Stress Today

2009-02-24T19:56:00.007+08:00

today had history, physics and english common test...so yeah, history no hope already...never do second question...then physics...mr heng marked the paper in front of me, and I really thought that I fail but I dont know what mr heng say, my friends say that I got A1...but dont believe it lah...then english..blahblahblah
after school went odac..sadiq was there to watch me play psp and then he lost a match...say that I lousy lah and then he lost...haha...then odac start...coach cant make it...hope she gets well soon!!
yeah, odac started, they were moving so slow...butI was proud of them for being able to withstand such torture, I would say...and to the people who really dont understand why I didnt do with you guys is because, I want you guys to be better than me..thats why I didnt do pt....why cant you come up to me and talk abt it? instead you talk behind my back.....dont you have the guts to talk face to face?dont just jump to conclusions lah ok?oh and ms shaheedah was orgh!!!!so unreasonable...punish the seniors for nothing...why not just punish me? I was laughing what, which I didnt....and does she even know the definition of laughing? it is when a person opens his mouth and makes a "haha" sound...thats a laughter...and what I was doing was silent laughing...and she says that "do you guys hear some laughter just now? you guys should know who?" for your info I didnt make sound..nikkie beside me did not hear anything..nasrul didnt hear anything..and they are right beside me...suck lah...does she even know why I laughed?? I was laughin at jia hui as she did the breathing wrongly and in a weird way..I wanted to point out but it was too funny...and then nadiah opened her eyes and saw me silent laughin and scold me...definition of laughing????hello???then seniors had to do push ups....for nothing...why not just me???!and then jogged then go home....
got home I was super stressed...then chatted with my best junior, nikkie...I was on the verge of giving up but she motivated me...and she really cheered me up...she said something and I was really touched by it....seriously...tears rolled down my cheeks...the feeling is like being trapped in a jungle and after like half a year you are rescued...thats the feeling...she understands me...not as much as nas lah, I think
wow...I am really stressed siah...hey nikkie, you really made my day!!
now dont wanna talk abt it....now sad pulak... guys try to be me and see how I live my life if you really have a problem with the way I do stuff...and nadiah I am very sorry
and guys I am not trying to be bossy, this role can be bossy if yyou make it like that...you guys arte really seeing me as the bad guy of the club....dont know why...

Pics time!! at last...

2009-02-23T17:58:00.019+08:00

ok people these are the pics that I had promised...enjoy!!

these is the bouldering wall official opening day, which actually didnt happen

first time I belay with chalkbag

this is hari's brother...he really reflects his big brother..

haris the first person to finish whirlpool...and he's coming back for more

I dont know why this pic look so wrong...

hah...haiqal

and nadiah's birthday was on that day

omg!!she's got that "the whole cake's mine...suckers"

nadiah, whats with that face?

after that,

4 pics of mr gobbler

then went pasir ris park...had fun

haiqal's on the thingy while luqman and haris gets ready for demolition...

9 pics of me when I was super bored

haha...I still cant stop laughing looking at this pic...all thanks to nasuha!!

I'm back....

when nature comes to visit

this is the spot where the hummingbird landed for a drink...

there it is!!!cant get more pics of it cause it was too fast

this is sunday...at tampines stadium

nas with her,"whad are you lookin at...mother f-worder?"
erggh....dont you two have somewhere else to do this...?

the male one says,"just smile and wave"

oh look at dan, he's fast asleep...

k today boring...had tests...while going home from white sands, in the bus dan tried to talk and I kept on "lbing" , he got fed up and smacked me somewhere, twice...then went he's gonna alight, he was making faces at me then the bus brake and he almost fell backwards....hah...the look on his face was priceless siah...hahaha...k now I'm gonna study for my history and physics...bye peepos!!

Unexpectedly dissapointed

2009-02-22T19:46:00.005+08:00

I didnt ever expect this to happen...but what can I do? its fate, you choose your own road right?It means that you choose the path taken for your life ..
the colour was based on the people that liked this colour who just ***** **tell later
so, just got back home and my mom asked me to go afghanistan to eat dinner...I'll update later

k, now Im back and orgh my stomach is so full eating a whole plate of rice and chicken...chicken rice..duhh...and I mean WHOLE plate...if that wasnt enough, the milo glass was so big that it measured up with the mcdonalds large cup of coke...and I only drank 1/4 of it...
k start from this morning...I woke up at 630am with a slap on my face by my sis cause my lil' sis accidentally locked herself in the master bedroom...k, eventually my father had to break the doorknob after 45 minutes of vulgarities and sighing...from him not me...his sighing have always been irritating to me..I just feel like I wanna sigh as loud as him in his face! but what can I do? he's my father...then told my father that I wanna go jogging at tampines stadium..so bathe
today people made me laugh, made me sad, made me so dissapointed, made me angry..just to be general..everything: I'm so happy to have great friends
reached there and I thought that I was late but it turned out that I was so early...45mins early....then to my relief, dan and nas ariived..oh so sweet...dan was hungry so we went 7-eleven,dan bought burger...the smell of the burger was..y..u.m..m..y..y....blahblahblah...ran two rounds which 400m each..sprinted twice with dan..a bee flew in front of dan's nose and ducked like a duck and yeah I was laughing hysterically!!!!hahaha...then nas read dan's hp...then haris came...jogged with haris and nas..then sprinted with haris and dan...ough my litlle feet has blisters...all of it!!!argh..thanks to the hot tarmac...nas and dan quarreled...so I slept for abt 10 mins then we packed up..nas went home first...then me, dan and haris went to haris's house...k,in the bus haris gave me some tips on rock climbing..haha his explaination was so lame and priceless...then saw luqman at a bus stop...haris was laughing at luqman's gesture or in other words his body expression, especially his face...haha funny siah...under the block it was super sliperry cause it was raining and all of us wore the same kind of slippers...and dan who was emoing slipped and I was laughing hysterically and dan 's face I could not stand it siah... at haris house, luqman did the ss project then ate maggi..then luqman went home first...then dan had the biggest problem ever and it will never ever be solved if no one wants to try to solve... I was super hoping and waiting for their one year anniversary, but things didnt go as planned....d'oh! so yeah laughed, depressed, dissapointed...oh yeah played gangs of london on haris's psp and trust me its funny watching haris play and "die" he's funilly lame loh...! k then helped haris with his ss project..super confused man...then went home....went bubbletea with dan and talked abt stuff...then at bus stop the funniest thing happened ...dan was talking to me and the bus came so he walked to the bus and I asked him a question and then he turned and answered it and the bus moved forward a lil' bit and then dan shouted...then the bus stopped and dan tried to board the bus but the driver was looking at traffic on the side so he didnt noticed dan...so it went off with dan at its door...haha it was so funny...his face already paisei siol!!
k then walked home then went afghan, eat then went home talked to someone on the phone and she slept!!!argh!!!eh so long never talk than you sleep agian? haiyo!!
never mind bye peeps!!
I'll update pics later on
cause someone badly wants to read my blog
and it turns out, he already slept!!!arggh!!!wtf??
kantot

Road Race

2009-02-20T19:40:00.004+08:00

today was suppose to wake up at 530 but I woke up at 630...when I am supose to leave at 630 cause I need to go white sands to top up ez link...rushed...when I got out of the lift I heard someone saying hello to me then I turned and saw mariana, followed her to loyang point then I went 7-eleven to top up and guess what? they said I cannot top up until 7, by the time I would be so late already...so I walked home in a huff...k blahblahblah..went prayers with my bro then went home changed and met haziq, a funny guy and haris at lan shop then haiqal came...played left4dead..funny siah..haiqal dont know how to help siah...this funny guy kept shouting siah...haha then went home with a taste of double chocolate from my little ice cream shop...
wah my last road race and I didnt turn up...that smarts'

Today is ok..

2009-02-19T21:22:00.003+08:00

school was ok..only tell the fun parts...the fire drill was fun..haris played a game on dan's phone and it uses motion so he kinde moved his body together...think he didnt noticed..skip skip
after school went odac then did bouldering then pt...tired fun...then debrief some were not paying attention and coach got pissed so she walked off...then me and ryan tried to look for her but failed...
go bubbletea joked...go home..
watched knite...funny siah..then surfed internet and I found out that transformer 2 is coming out soon!!!!and its called revenge of the fallen!!! I'm so gonna watch it!!!I was waiting for it...k bye bye people...want to save energy for tomoro now want to meditate...aummmmmm...

Hah

2009-02-18T19:20:00.000+08:00

Hello!!

Bye Bye!!

nothing to share ah lazy

Errgh shit!!!

2009-02-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

firstly in the morning woke up at 630am, to me its late lah...then rush to central and dan wasnt there....go school blahblahblah...
after school went odac...during odac I was super pissed with some people...when are you gonna respect me as your vice chairman?! sucker...and next time think before you say lah, before you hurt others...
k never mind bout that...and coach; the cookies are so AWESOME! need to grab it from the cookie monster...hehe....
now Ive got a lot pf probs going through my head...
just wanna share this much only...cause not in the mood

Freakin fruckin froster frustrater!!

2009-02-16T21:31:00.003+08:00

yeah...today is what I would say an official freak day
ok just kiddin...firstly in the morning woke up late and had to rush everything, had to skip breakfast...rushed to central to meet dan cause he needed "green" . yeah met the rest..dan rushed off with unfinished business and he told me that he wanted to be late....wth?? I was wondering lah...went o school passed epok-epok to sadiq (hope he didnt eat them)blahblahblah....ss did...errrmmm...k I forgot what we did in ss...I think wksht...then fn...finished research...I think...maths had test on angle of elevation and depression...recess....ch...com lab 2 did essay on appeasement...english then went home....
walked to bubbletea shop with sadiq met nas, actually nas met us...was queing for bubbletea then there is this sec 1 girl that looks so familiar...she kept looking at me for no reason...smiled at her, she smiled back...hah...pathetic...then me, sadiq and nas talked awhile...saw luqman.....then sent nas to bus stop, me and sadiq walked home together at last for like two years already...yeah its a long time...then at home bathe changed met dan at white sands interchange....I took the same bus!!!!errggh...played left4dead for two hours fun lah...we tried playing in expert mode with daline and wei wen's help, we didnt get far though and I am the last man standing though!!!hehe...k...walked to interchange with dan, he shared his problems...I just feel like I want to stop time and just solve everything this poor fellow is facing right now...kept thinking of how he...errgghh...just thinking of it makes me so helpless....I cant help a friend...then walked home from white sands..and thought about my problem, his problem, her problem and his best friends' problem...to put it at simple terms, I'm thinking about everyone's problem...yeah I just feel like I want to help but dont know how to really solve the problems....think of their positions man....erggggh..
just hope that tomorrow's odac will bring happiness to me and them

to her; yeah you need time to understand him
to him; you also need time to understand her
to the best friend of his; you too need timeto learn to not to copy....

time is everything...

Hahahahahah...

2009-02-15T21:46:00.002+08:00

title dont mind please...its random
k..woke up thenbathe...played com...updated bout yesterday...then some cpf people came...left half an hour later...continued playing com...I saw my sister doing her history project and I wanted to help...all of a sudden she started screaming at me and hit me with her file...my mom came out with a bamboo pole and wanted to whack me, defended myself...she wanted to go back in the kitchen...so when I wanted to get back to my sit, my sis stepped on the leg of the chair which she didnt want to remove so I slapped her arm and she punched me in my left eye..yeah was so shocked cause that is one of my sensitive body parts and so I took my lil sis drum and slammed it on her back...she didnt dared to retaliate cause she knows me too well...my mom got so furious she asked me to leave the house straight away which I didnt...
k sat in my room changed and brought my lil sis to central and saw my father under the block....k went to central bought bubbletea and fries...went home ...my father talked to me about the incident just now...my sis apologised...
blahblahblah cant remember much after that...
around dinner time I was in my room listening to music and thought about the past lovelife...k depressed again....history is always there to haunt you, slow you down...fuck!!!!
read my previous entries and errrgh some are so sad...:(
never mind that...chatted with dan about some stuff
k now want to sleep...

Awesome..

2009-02-15T11:02:00.002+08:00

this is yesterday's story:

woke up got a call from dan...bathe got ready then dan arrived cause he wanted to iron his shirt...blahblah...he didnt know how to iron...haha...laughed for no apparent reason...after that went interchange met nas who thought that we had left her..then haris arrived...I spotted him from far because of the way he walks and his hair...then took the bus to tampines...met haiqal under his block...walked to cc and wow alot of people were there, which we didnt know because its ariati's brother wedding...met her and cheryl went inside but no place to sit ary found sits for us and we eat lorh...then sat around for awhile then went off...haiqal went home mary and ary stayed while me, haris, dan and nas went to bugis to meet azifah...then indra came with his friend...walked then met his other friends....walked around...and I mean walked around in one circle for no absolute reason!!dan talked about fingering....hahaha....then we walked off ah...dan and haris had started gaying already...we walked to city hall...dan and haris unbuttoned their shirts and crossed the road...dan did a catwalk...blahblahblah...went to auntie anne's, bought cinnamon sugar and OOOOHHHH! it was irresistible...then I was licking the sugar from the paper and this uncle stand in front of me and did the"haris eyebrow thingy"....uncle gay siahthen walked to marina square...I started gaying cause they were like touching touching then I also touching touching them lorh...pinched butt for no reason...we got lost a few times...then found city hall mrt....got on it and went to pasir ris...I told dan that I could not hold on to anything cause was far so the only thing that I could hold was haris's arm which was right beside me...then haris said that if got no pole to hold, hold your own pole....we laughed at that...then dan almost fell....made jokes on the mrt....laughed like crazy...haris got off at tampines cause he wanted to have a haircut...we'll see his new cut on monday...got off at pasir ris...me and dan went home first..bid farewell to azifah and nas...dan went to my house cause he wanted to get his stuff back...I sacred him to death siah....haha...funny reaction siah he...then sent him to bus stop...bye
thats all folks...and actually we gayed more than I described here....hah

What??

2009-02-13T22:42:00.002+08:00

k today lessons were super boring...after school went prayers with sadiq,haiqal,haris and luqman...after prayers went odac with haiqal and haris while sadiq went for npcc...did strength training...laughed some..we did it fast so we can go home even faster...after that went bubbletea with haiqal,haris,dan,nas and mariana...then went to a nearby playground...played a game then went home
I reached home and then my father ask me to change cause wan to go eat at afghanistan...yumm...the hor fun was AWESOME siah!!!power to the max...then went home blogging then dan asked the weirdest question seyh...funny!!!
thats all...

FUCK!!!

2009-02-12T21:05:00.003+08:00

I'll tell you guys why my title is like that later...
so skip morning part...had spot check after morning assembly then cd, did nonsense....english was next...go through some worksheets...had pe...first fucked up of the day was when these two fuckers just enter the court while we having a badminton game and they just hog up every match...fuck them lah!recess...second fucked up cause when I was lining up for noodles this fucked up big fat bugs bunny(not haris neither luqman)blame me for pinching his butt...and why the hell would I wanna do that and my hands are not that long lah...he said that I should not mess with him...and mr bunny, I have never been afraid of you so come and bring it on if you wanna...I just hate it when people accuse me...and then he found out that his friends behind him was the one who pinched his butt, he said that I wanted to cry because he scolded me...FUCK LAH! aku tak takot dengan kau lah! and there goes my appetite....physics was after that..blahblahblah...then math...blahblahblah...
after school was gonna go out of class and the third fucked up happens...ms shaheedah said that we have to end early because many member's parents have complained about coming home late because of odac....so we have only 3hrs to climb....boring siah like that...many things happen during odac so the fourth fucked up was when the juniors moved so slowly when nikkie asked them to do strecthing...so slowly...then the fifth fucked up was when I asked shirin to help the other juniors set up and she asked me to wait..the sixth fucked up was when I was talking to faqhrul and his friend interrupted my explaination...told his friend to get lost...the seventh fucked up was when nadiah asked shirin to tie her hair and she said that she will do it later,which she didnt do at all...eighted fucked up was when shirin was hanging out with her friends during odac time in front of coach!!wtf???yeah she got a good scolding from me...then after climbing coach talked to me and ryan about some club matters...packed up...did pt..funny...espacially haris with his leg lifts..dan was laughing all the way...haha I couldnt concentrate siah...after that briefing...released...went bubbletea with nas,dan and haris...the ninth fucked up... saw iman...I heard he said sarcastically about me something which I heard clearly...MR mandawf or should I call you Mr HORNY BASTARD?,if you wanna talk about me, do it in front of my face and I know I'm skinny...so dont you talk about me ever again...and if you wanna stare at me, stare me when I am staring back so we'll see who can stare the longest...sucker...if youre not happy with me, do it like how a real man would do which is talking...but if it doesn't work then I say "BRING IT ON!" I am not AFRAID OF YOU...and why would I right??! the tenth fucked up was when they went home together...I thought you guys just broke up?? and you guys are best friends again?? I find it weird cause when someone breaks up they usually are not together as friends for awhile right? so you must be really a guy with no shame...the eleventh fucked up was when someone showed us a pic of them....that someone said sarcastically I think, that picture was called the group of ---- -------so yeah I was confused and angry why they didnt asked me to join in the pic or at least take the pic...cause when the picture was taken I was sitting around not even 10m away...the twelve fucked was when that someone said he only got a few pics with his ---- ------ and that reminded me when I was best friends with him the year before....yeah was so jealous and just sad...and nas saw me staring into the abyss and I told her nothing happened...so nas, this is what happened...
yeah you guys can laugh at me but think about my position right now...try to be in my shoes roght now...and see the way I'm living if you really want to...
its great to have friends that stay with you, I mean stay as in close like that larh...thanks nas....
but if you have friends that you thought were once your best friends, then youre just like me.....lonely,sad with just one or two friends who would always be there for you...and thank you nikkie for being my best junior...

so this was what happened to me today...happy???

Anthology

2009-02-11T20:43:00.003+08:00

never mind the title cause haris brought it up to me just now during recess..
first period was mt..didnt bring my package so...shared with haris m and did peribahasa and imbuhan...then maths learned angle of elevation...so far the easiest topic to me...then bio had a test...it was too simplified...errgghh..recess then english, ms yang wasnt in a good mood and daryll had to sit at my place...arrgghh so freakin fed up with him oh...I asked him nicely to move to his place and he wants to argue with ms yang...fuck larh...then he scolded jeevan for no reason at all...jeevan was gonna laugh though...then fn...was late cause got wrong information about the calss...did theory
went home then met dan at interchange...went lan shop after that...played left4dead and finished all chapters...couldnt blink cause it was so intense...but we laughed so much siah...funny fucking zombies!!...hope that haris can join the next time we play cause he's an expert...k then go home cahtted with my "new friend" she's got problem.....
umm..thats all folks...

What?

2009-02-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

blahblahblah....k history test was so hard to me..cause it was hard..and I dont understand the questions...k cant remember much...
after school went library then went odac...taught the sec 1's how to belay...then climbed dragon's eye
did pt...push ups was tough..then someone said that I deserved it...hello to that someone...its part of our training...so if you got a problem,come and do it yourself..sucker...
then went bubbletea..danial almost got haris wet...some netball girls are just so lame....haha...
went home...
chatted with my "new friend"...she got problems...tried to help
so yeah byebye

Kekek lah...

2009-02-09T21:41:00.004+08:00

firstly, in the morning met dan and the rest at central. dan was late cause of epok epok. during maths...haziq y was so funny...he was reading my answers to mdm halimah cause he didnt know the answer...when he wanted tor eturned the file, he shrieked loudly..haha..that was a shocker..then during english..azli's reaction to the poke was lame oh..but haziq's reaction was priceless...
after school, went for fn tutorial..blahblahblah..then me and dan went my house changed then go lan shop...
played for two hours a zombie game called left4dead...havoc siah this game..at first it was scary but then it was fun...then some guys joined us and kept on shooting at us..noob...laughed our asses off...next time should ask haris to join us cause he is an expert...the last level was tough cause dan had already died...haha funny siah...then walked to white sands eat ice cream again...addicted to it...I dont wanna write about what happened while we were eating ice cream..haha
now I'm listening to the song poker face which I am so addicted to...mum-mum-mum-mah
bored
thats all folks...

6th months guys

2009-02-08T15:50:00.003+08:00

Happy 6th Monthsary To Muhammad Danial And Siti Nasuha!!
I wish that the two of you will last even longer

dan I hope that you can be your old self, cause the "dan" that I knew have gone away piece by piece...the old dan has always been funny,caring,kind,crazy...which is totally different from the dan that I know now...Please be your old self....not only me that wants the old self back..all your friends want the old you...even your best friend haris wants the old you back....I dont wanna see you guys drift apart cause you guys are such good friends....nas also wants the old you back...so...she cares about you dan...
change...for your own good

Not such a good day...

2009-02-07T22:29:00.003+08:00

today woke up around 930++ and my sis told me that dan had called me earlier when I was asleep....called him then got ready...went white sands met him....blahblahblah...
went school bus stop....waited for the rest and haris wanted to go and eat, so me ,nas and haris went to eat
then after we eat went bus stop and the rest have arrived....
then set up wall...blahblahblah....haris mother came, greeted her then she asked me about something and haris said the other side of the story...fuck!!!!and haris nasuha is my best friend..
did a seconding climb on banana queen and red pointed it!!after making a wide split on the way up of course...soo painful siah...
after that went under void deck with nas,haris,jie rui and dan
talkedtalked then jie rui disappeared,followed by haris...then dan and nas had to settle something....nas went home...
followed dan to his house...in his room we were laughing because of a short...hahaha...funny siah...but its pathetic
then went bbq....which didnt happened, so me,luqman,haiqal,haris and dan went to the nearby playground and had fun...dan wanted to go so I followed him...went white sands took taxi...eat...then we bought ice cream at the my little ice cream shop...OMG it was so nice...melts in the mouth.....grrr..but it was worth it...then went home

dan think about what youve done....nas you too...
you guys can make it if you try...dont let history repeat itself

Oh ya...Happy Birthday Nadiah!!

People do change...

2009-02-06T21:33:00.003+08:00

nadiah is trying out shuffling...

haha...hope you enjoyed the pics...

today went central and waited for dan cause he was short of a few dollars for epok-epok...then sat around blahblah..
skipskipskip
after prayers went odac...blahblahblah...
I felt that someone was like trying to overtake my role...and some people in the club are like talking behind my back...oh...wtf
mr roy was like being so unreasonable
then went white sands eat....dan went home....me,nas,haris and nadiah discussed about stuff about the club...and wh=at haris said was true...I was spending too much time with the juniors..
then went home...
bleargh...

ai ughwethue aoiz

2009-02-05T22:48:00.003+08:00

got nothing happened today...cause I dont wanna share...lazy lahs...
the game is super scary oh.....but Ive finish it dan...
shikin be happy

bye peeps

Fun library day

2009-02-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

today nothing happened in school...but during recess if she saw what I did behind her, it would even be better...
after school, went library with nas,mary and dan but before that went mac with diyana and them...
then went library...we had fun then haris said he wanted to come so we wiated for him...after awhile he arrived....talked chatted laughed blahblahblah....after that went to the playground near by....haris sat on the spinning thing....he was very funny...haha..then it was dan.....then me....then it was haris again...the funny part was when haris wanted to chase dan cause dan slapped haris's back while haris was spinning...he stand up and kinda fell down straight away...haha that was funny
thanks dan,nas,mary and haris for making my day fun

go home played a ghost game...super scary....then print out pictures of my favourites for my cd journal...
now I wanna paste them
so..byebye take care

2009-02-03T20:53:00.003+08:00

nothing happened in school...and its always after school is when secrets are revealed...
after school...me,the haris's,azli and luqman kinda destroyed the classroom cause we were throwing stuff at the fan...and the classroom short circuited for awhile...
after that I went home...changed took my money...went odac...
reached there did strecthind and it started to drizzle...packed up and coach told us to go to the bouldering area to finish it up...didnt take any pic cause my "cameraman" was busy...
after odac went bubbletea shop and arghhh!!!dont wanna talk abt it...bought milo oreo cause I wanted to try it out and OMG it was awesome...!then me and nas bought fries and did a magic trick...hehe...
then walked to bus stop with dannas...at the bus stop, dan went to talk with his friend and I talked to my bestie about some stuff....and she told me something about that person...arrggghh...that was so shit oh!!!was so angry but kept it from showing....so this message is to that errggghhhhh.....person!!!!

erm missy...dont try to be friends with me again cause that didnt work before so...that sucks

I hate you so why do you wanna be friends with someone who hates you?and I dont mind having another enemy cause I already have so many of 'em

yeah..so you should have been honest with me bcs of what happened on the 27th cause I have people who I can rely on...

so...I hate you and you know that...dont give me false hope anymore...oh yeah I forgot... I dont trust you anymore...

so because of you, you have made me go back to my old self that does not wanna fall in love ever...so thanks for making me go back to my old self...

I REALLY HATE YOU, SO GO AWAY!

sorry guys for the message but I gotta be honest, so only my besties know about this...

Love is a complicated term...to me love sucks....

Love is nothing,

Being love is something,

Love and being love is everything...

so... to me this phrase is true...

YOU SUCK!

I know I suck but,

YOU SUCK EVEN MORE!!

LFS day 2...a sad day for them...

2009-02-01T21:53:00.019+08:00

today woke up at 630am got ready...got out of house at 715am...reached the school bus stop at 720am and waited....
around 725-30 I saw a bus and inside I thought I saw nas and jie rui...but I cant make sure about that...so I waited...
then at 815am called haiqal at 711 and he said that he's at lfs already...I was like wtf??nvr mind then so I thought that I was late...so I took a cab and when I reached I saw the others walking towards the gate area and sat at a curb...then they registered blahblahblah...they came out for observation...then acap went first then jie rui followed by dan,haiqal and haris...I was dissapointed with haris's climb the most cause I had high expectations for him seyh...I saw the look on face after the first route and he was like depressed already...he did better for his second route...the look on coach's face after they climbed was so shocking...
then after they all finish they sat down with us and coach wanted to talk to them...came back with different emotions...
after lunch we came back to watch the finals and we really thought we were late for it...
coach talked to me about something...
blahblahblah...
after finals went home on the way to take bus 88 after we alighted from bus 25, I saw haris at his most depressed state which Ive never seen him sad before, ever
yeah so this comp must have mean a lot to him...pity..
in the bus we had fun laughing...then haris sat alone...he needed time to think... I think..??
then alighted went mac with nad iah,nas and hudah cause dan and haris went back already..
then went cahllenger buy earphones...
go home..
enjoy whatever you see down here...

thats all folks...!

Surprise surprise...

2009-01-31T21:10:00.007+08:00

today woke up at around 5++am...got ready for lfs...had to meet at 635am at school bus stop...
got there at 615am cause didnt want to be late again...then the rest came...faqhrul and zhi ning was the latest...so when we boarded the bus, dan and me went to fetch them at school...got to school saw them..went bus stop...waited for bus,didnt see the bus right in front of us...missed it...then I calculated the time interval...and we were gonna be late..so I told them that we had to take a cab..my treat...dan agreed...
saw an smrt taxi and dan hailed it but then he saw a mercedes behind it so he hailed the merc instead...wth...
on our way I saw 25 at a bus stop and I saw the others boaarding the bus so I knew we were gonna make it...
reached and saw the others walking to the school,alighted in front of them...we made it!!
then registration...blahblahblah...went to the hall...waited a long time...observation...then they climbed the routes...only shirin made it to the finals...good job!!
then its the under 14
nas almost made it to the finals...joash made it to the finals...
after watching shirin climb her finals I had to go home..cause I remembered my brother will be waiting for me at white sands sc at 6pm and its already 630pm!!omg!I kinda panicked..
told coach I needed to go home and coincidentally ryan and naf also had to go home...
so took a cab with ryan...to simei while I had to go white sands..dropped off ryan first, then mine
I thought the total was 1560...then the driver added the peak hours charge and it amounted to 2150!!!
omg!!luckily I got extra money on hand...

k then at white sands met my brother at challenger...he told me to get my m.c. and thumbdrive
k so bought them...
blahblahblah then my brother met his friend and they wanted to go popular...so I told my brother that I wanted to go home myself...he said ok...
went mac buy fries and wanted to try out the double choc frappe...and OMG!!!It was like yummy!!delicious!!Orghh...only god knows how the first sip tasted like...Oh yeah!!It was wonderful..
waited for bus and saw this guy walking like duck...and he looked at me top to bottom...I was just pretending to enjoy my drink to make him thirsty (which I dont have to,cause I am enjoying it!)to my surprise, he went out of the queue and bought a drink at the nearby vending machine...It works...!!!

after I reached home,I wasnt expecting my cousin to be at my house...went to my room and to my horror,,my room arrangement has been changed by my dad...oh it sucks!!!my bed is just like dan's bed,which is beside the window...and my study area is so squeezy!!

and you guys did very well today!!!Good job guys and gals!!!

and enjoy the pics...

this are the two besties...

this are the twins saiba and saida

this is saida"is this where I should smear?"

this is saiba"oooh...I see victory up there"

this is zhi ping.."hehe...I'm above the red line"

these are faqhrul and shirin...

faqhrul"come on man...I can do it"

shirin"I'm gonna getcha now,you little sucker(handhold ah)"

shirin"woohoo,I can see the end now"

syazwan"thats for my leftie"

sherlin"haaaayaaaak....I can do it"

nasuha"chak"

"sexy siah...!" from what dan said

nadiah"let me check my footing while chalking"

ryan"ooops"

nikkie"I'm in a bubble""circus circus"

nasrul and jia hui"hello to you"

jia hui"ok,come on"

joash"yes ah""eh?my shadow?"

jiahui and nasrul...again.."haiya you again"

and this is what I call syncronised climbing...look at them

joash"just grab it"

and thats all folks....good luck to the under 18 tmoro...!

Nonsensicalicious...

2009-01-30T23:15:00.004+08:00

today classes were boring....yeah so its always after school stories are the ones that are more fun...
after school had friday prayers with haziq...but I left my books at his house cause my bag was super heavy..."d'oh!"
then after prayers went odac...coach gave us routes to do...k continued...
after odac something happened then me,nas and haris went climbasia bought climbing gear...
after that when we wanted to go home nas parents came in a mercedes taxi van...k..didnt expect that...
her dad send us home...
now blogging...enjoy the pics...!

this is azli(left) and fad(right)...azli with his"what the fuck is the teacher talking about??"

and fad with his "what the fuck is alif holding on to??"

these pics below are nas and haris in her fathers taxi

solo master

short sightedness

this is haris headbanging to a jiwang song

and this are my special messages to certain people...

dan; think about it..relax...think........and take care of your butt and watch where you step...

haris; stop headbanging

haiqal; dont know what to say..

nikkie; stop thinking and just go

naf; be honest

jia hui; stay happy

haziq; my books...!!!

coach kelly; be happy...

nadiah; pms

acap; chill...she didnt know

ms orange; whatever lah!!

to myself; never fall in love again...

thats all folks...

Fun day...

2009-01-29T18:30:00.007+08:00

went school as per normal...cd got warning from mr tan for not bringing my journal...then eng,did letter writing...then p.e,had 2.4km run...there was a confusion about my timing because of mr koh's mouth...he thought I was one of the pacers and not taking the test..so he didn't recorded my time...at last he estimated my time to be 16:54mins....I know I was'nt even close to 15 mins...oh wth...
then recess...wanted to eat noodles,so I lined up...while lining up she appeared in front of me trying to get out of the crowd....I thought of forgetting her and she had to appear in front of me..."d'oh!"
after that went for physics,did not bring kinematics note...stand behind with aaron and shahrul...didnt expected aaron to be so flexible...he was doing all sorts of twisted body stuff...funny the way he tries to do it...then had a warning from mr heng...and mr heng..."I promise"
then maths...blahblahblah...
after school went to buy bubbletea then went to haziq's playgroundtook some pics of dan...sorry dan...

dan was tired from the day so he ransacked haris's bag and

found some shirt and so the crazyness begins...

this is dan trying to get out from the bouldering wall... and missy...

just do what you think is right

and I wanna thank nas and mr jackasses...

Sat at home all day long...

2009-01-28T22:18:00.002+08:00

today woke up..at 0600...felt giddy and a had very bad stomachache...horrible man...such excrutiating pain..errgh..
and because of that I did not come to school...went back to sleep and woke up at 1100..cook and ate breakfast

ookk...blahblahblah
around 1345pm or so...haiqal called and asked if I wanted to join them at pasir ris park...rejected the offer cause I was still sick
played battle gear...fun game...
k cant remember what happens next...cause right now I' thinking about that person again....
k..at 7++ that person all of a sudden chatted with me...wasnt expecting that...told her I wanted to have dinner...
then after chatting with her...fix the door to our "new" shoe cabinet then I fixed the gate....too simple for me...hehe
watched ghost hunters..scary...
I've got nothing to say to miss orange soooo....thats all peeps....
nice knowing you missy...

Coach house on Chinese New Year

2009-01-27T23:15:00.005+08:00

woke up late today...blahblahblah....than at 1530 went to meet the rest at dj bakery bus stop...before that I had a problem with my dad....
reached the bus stop,and to my horror the most weirdest couple to have ever formed in odac history....gosh...it was awkward seeing those two hugging each other....eeeww..
k forget about it...reached changi went coach house and to our surprise, coach wasnt at home...called her and she said she'll be back in 45 mins...waited....but before that we went to eat...took a candid photo of nadiah and nas...nas really has her style of drinking water..haha
then went to coach's house and waited a while and coach arrives...just before we became mosquito buffet..received ang pow together with wishes...then went to the beach...shanti and joshie swam around....then went back to their place...coach gave them a bathe...on our way to see coach wash the dogs,their neighbour's dog, "hunter",leaped on nadiah with a big loud bark.....nadiah grabbed me and did not let go cause she was scared...she almost ripped my flesh off...got to coach,see her wash the dogs...blahblahblah...then after that,sat around awhile then went home...nadiah's sis sent us home...

this is nas and nadiah eating in front of a takd e nama shop....

dont know what pose are they trying to do

nadiah is trying to push nas away from the camerathis is shanti and joshie

this two are informal pics of nas and nad

nadiah is saying,"get away from me lah"

joshie,"no I wont"

this is coach kelly with her "I believe I can fly pose"thanks to nadiah
coach is washing the dogs after playing at the beach

joshie smells something

shanti smells herself to make sure its not from her

this is an abtract pic of the table outside coach's house

these are group photos

haha....funny pics...

got home and I broke my heart again,and this time it will not heal...
so this message is for you miss orange:

you never loved me....

you never had the intention to love me...

and you never wanted to love me...

this time you really broke my heart and

it will not heal

ive waited so long for you and this is what happens..

great...

be happy with him

and never will I trust you again....

ever...

I really have to move on now...

everything about you I have to erase

and

I HATE YOU!

House cleaning on Chinese New Year...the worst

2009-01-26T23:52:00.002+08:00

today woke up bathe eat than had to clean the whole house....wow....so tiring....especially in the store had to take out all my father's heavy equipment out....alot of dust...than after that around 5pm...the cleaning has finished....and at 1800 went pasir ris park ....alot of people ...it was packed with so many people...banglas all around...
at 7pm bought food with my brother...at mac and kfc...eateateat...and my lil' sis really enjoyed the food...

below here is my lil' sis enjoying her food...

thats all folks...

i'm really confused right now...i dont know what to do what to say...

but things happen for a reason right?

you choose...

me family

2009-01-25T13:51:00.003+08:00

Get your own Family Sticker Maker & MySpace Layouts.

Lost my tagboard and got a new blogskin...!

2009-01-25T12:44:00.002+08:00

I lost my tagboard two days ago caused by a virus....from Mr passerby....and i'm gonna change my tagboard again...
and today i accidentally changed my blogskin and omg...its suits me....
I love my blogskin...

just now went ntuc at west plaza bought kitchen stuff...it was havoc in ntuc cause alot of people were buying stuff for the upcoming chinese new year....
This message is to all those who is celebrating chinese new year:
Happy Chinese New Year to all my chinese friends...have a prosperous new year
Live your life to the fullest!

thats all....

More pictures....haha

2009-01-23T21:34:00.008+08:00

today ive taken a whole lot of pictures

enjoy!

this is nadiah with her "are we done yet"face...peace to the world

this is coach kelly with her "is that all?" look...

these are the seniors of odac...haiqal is looking for his pet...jie rui(green)is kissing the wall...acap(holding the ladder)is looking at someone's butt..

this is saidda or saibba trying out the new boulder wall...I'm confused with them...

these two pics below are candid shots of nas and haris...

these next three pics shows that haris has been trying to take my picture...

this four pictures are from nasuha....

this is my lil' sis...

today after friday prayers went odac to watch the competitors climb but instead coach asked me to tighten a few handholds....so I had to climb with long pants...than went bouldering wall, set up routes...than went bubbletea...I call it the "photo war" took a lot of pictures....than went home took my sis pics...

thats all I can share...

Today was a fun day

2009-01-22T20:37:00.007+08:00

today ive taken some pics together with what nadiah has taken...enjoy!

joash has been trying to fly since he stand there...

the girl climbing below is nicolea a.k.a nikkiethis is the odac's coach...has been coaching us since 2007!the pics above are taken by nadiah....

the pics below are taken by me...

nadiah nadiah...power ranger is it?and whats with nikkie?I still dont know what is jie rui trying to do...now these three pics i love

cause i loveeee the odac pepople!

had great fun today taking pics of the odac people and especially when I wanted to go home...haha...nas,haziq,haris and me went bubbletea and sat down eating fries and suddenly we made funny weird faces....nas would show an example face than we had to follow and haris face was the funniest...hahaha....haris haris....

thats all folks...

Lepak at sengkang

2009-01-19T20:09:00.001+08:00

tday after school went sengkang lepak with azifah,nas,dan and haris..than met indra...lepak ...boring siah...played truth or dare..haha funny..than went home...

No title

2009-01-16T23:06:00.002+08:00

first lesson tday was cd....did some worksheet on values thingy...the group I was in were talking than mr tan came to us and threatened to show our parents, what we've done so far...but we sarcastically defended ourselves..and he walked off..ha.
blahblahblah the rest was nothing much at all....

after school went friday prayers..than went odac
did strength training...tired+pumped up...

than go buy bubbletea saw the gg clan and chatted with haris's sister...
than went home...

Good job..!

2009-01-15T23:07:00.003+08:00

nothing much happened in school tday...

after school went odac....had selection...did not get through...
Good Job Dan....!
just hope ms shaheedah wont crush your dream...
haziq seriously did his best to comfort me that day..and in the store room nikkie told haziq to leave me alone and haziq said that I am he's best friend...so he wants and needs to stay to comfort me..he was the first best friend ever to admit first that I am his best friend...thanks haziq for being there..
and so I have a new best friend named haziq hussein...a very weird but cool guy

than went bus stop to send nadiah...waited for about an hour
had fun though..

than walked tocentral buy fries and bubbletea
went home with haziq got scolding from his mother....than I went home...

end of story...

you really should move on...

First absentee in the first month...

2009-01-14T21:43:00.003+08:00

tday woke up late did not went to school.... woke up at around 10+ and my baby sis made a mess in the kitchen
had to clean up the mess
cooked breakfast...used com than at around 4 did finish up all my hmwrk...at last...
got the camera at last...hard time to figure out how to use cos must like fix the lens blahblahblah
and there is this fucked up spammer named PASSERBY...spammed my blog and most of my links..

Oh ya Mr/Mrs.Passerby,your parents must have really hated you thats why they named you passerby...you have guts to spam most of my links but you dont have the guts towrite down your real name...unless passerby is your real name...coward....you really made my friends pissed....if you know who I am than maybe I should know who you are...freak...you will never ever spam my blog and my links ever again...
****face!!cause haziq's with me and he'll help bring your name out...

I read all your responses to passerby and they are so funny especially haris's,awkward english

than chatted with dragonslayer to settle some stuff...
we made friends...I think...

thanks though...

thats all...

Finished koochi-koochi

2009-01-13T22:55:00.003+08:00

boring day st school...went com lab 2 for maths...went pass diyana's class...peace to you too...
blahblahblah...........sooo...boring...
after school went dan's house with haris and haiqal bcs dan wanted to change.... than went for odac ride bicycles...funny...
new juniors...a happy bunch...
there are talented oness...
than had selection haris first than jie rui than dan...me,haiqal and acap had to do on this coming thursday...scary..
felt sad for dan cos he was dissapointed in his climb...
went bubbletea with the same few people,like we always do...chatted,joked than went home...did some lastminute homework...could not finish up my physics cos too sleepy...dead...

i cant forget about you and i still love you....

thats all folks....shyts!!

More homework...yeah!...wtf

2009-01-12T21:12:00.002+08:00

tday 120109,woke up like nothing like that....came school at 0718..got stopped by mr nasir cos he wanted to tell me that when crossing the road ive gotta have patience...blahblahblah...like I listened to him...
got into school had assembly than went for class.....boring had more homework...than had recess passed chocolates to shikin....ate
than had bio and mt more homework....yeah!...wtf
more homework= more stress
more stress= more pressure
more pressure= more inks wasted on paper
more inks wasted on paper= more money spent on stationery
more of all of this= a fucked up year!!

after school went to buy fries with haziq and sadiq than saw the fantastic four
than me and haziq went to sadiq...than suddenly they ran towards sadiq...haha..funny siah....
than luqman went home than sadiq...
me and haziq looked back than lost sight of dan,haiqal and haris
nvr mind...than went lyng point buy files and pens

sat at haziq's playground and talked about our problems than his old friend came,mai takimori I think
she's so friendly siah...than haziq did something when she covered her face...haha...funny but in a pervetic way...

went to his house watched some funny vids...really lame but funny

went home and my father was scolding my mom for buying the wrong brand of undergarments
"what the hell is on your fucking mind?!"

wtf siah....

why did you do it?i dont know...but what i know is you still cant forget about him.....

thats all folks...

Finished building the bouldering wall

2009-01-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

today went open house late...very late...than can only spent 1 hour cause ive gotta get my bursary..climbed twice..saw her..
after bursary went back to school to help finish up on the bouldering wall...reached school and went to the bouldering area...knocked some tnuts with haiqal than had lunch..me and nadiah were like sudcing each other with the most pathetic wink I could imagine...haha....after that ms shaheeda wants some of us to go clean up the odac room.....with val,qk,joey,sherlin,nas,jia hui,pei xuan,rubhan and nicolea...it was fun tidying up the room with them...
at around 6+ we've finished tidying up and help pack up the bouldering area....wow, the colours were like...very nice....awesome...
than dan lost his pouch...why does his stuff always go missing?I wonder why...
than me,nas,dan and haris went to buy bubbletea and fries....chit chatted... than went home
ate the spiciest mee goreng Ive ever eaten.....spiciness...my tongue was like on fire...than watched an indonesiancomedy movie"drop out" funny story...
now feeling sleepy but I could not sleep cause...
I'm thinking about you....

thats all folks...

Another spammer invites another,and so the spammers continue to rise

2009-01-09T22:46:00.004+08:00

today no mood to blog cause my blog's filled with fucked up spammers who really are immatures actually...

lessons were mundane...than recess,said hi but never got a reply...wth?
english after that...blahblahblah
aftr school went friday prayers than followed dan back home cause he wanna change clothes,
in the bus to school dan asked me what to do with the situation he's in,so I told him what he can try to do...I'm not sure if he remembers..
than odac...happy...when we just reached,naf showed me a msg from blahblah...and my heart just broke by just reading that hurtful msg...seriously..this time she really has broken my heart....

broken hearted...

and there goes my happiness and excitement for odac....
after odac went home...went online...and blahblah signed in...so I asked her if she really cant forget about her ex and she said yeah and sorry...how can I forgive her just like that siah..nvr mind
than called her and she said that do I know that she's on the phone talking to someone,hung up...pissed off man...great!!?
than chatted with dan and nas
nas's blog was also filled with a spammer...so nas thought that I should not put a tagboard at all
but I declined
than chatted with dan blahblahblah....he said something for the first time in my three years being friends with him sincerely,I think...hehes..
and "Mr.Cicakman", pls stop being irritating and dont try to tag what I said from my posts and into my own tagboard,please..its not funny at all
interfering in someone's love life is not funny at all cause I did not ask for comments

this message is for the spammers who just loves to spam:
firtsly in general,all you spammers in my blog are just brainless immatures...
so I'll give you spammers a tip, why not write your real name and not behave like a coward please
Thanks "penpal" whoever you are,next time write your name please and nas,thanks cause your wise words ,especially, "coward" really affects that one particular spammer cause he is very close in relation to you...
and the rest of you spammers, I already know who guys are....,you guys are just the same few people who really hate my attitude....and dont ever write about my family members ever again! Warning...!
and whats written in my blog, stays in my blog. Dont go around telling people what was written in my blog ever again..
So please write your name to tag if you guys are not cowards..

thats all...

Another boring school day and on-sight climbing for odac

2009-01-08T22:43:00.002+08:00

school today was as per normal..boring..dull..more homework...
boringboringboring..nthg much
after school saw nas outside her class with naf and called thm..walked with them than ms shaheeda wanted to talk to me or something and we followed her to staff room..waited than haris came..waited than someone called haris...the person said tht theyve tkn the key so after wasting our time waiting for ms shaheeda,we went to the wall..than I had to go home...returned to school for odac just in time..
than coach came
I had to put up rope for the flat wall...fun...
than coach set a route for team c...as lfs comp is coming...
after coach set the route team c had 5mins to observe than it was isolation..dan had to go first than me
my climb was fun but I wasted an effort because I cld not see that there was a jug above me...which I had not read...
nvr mind it was my mistake
after that blahblah and haris was awesome man!just one more but he fell
than after belaying ryan..the last climber,coach wants me to finish the climb but when I climb I fell at the same spot...freakinfrustrating siah...than me,acap and ryan closed the wall..than rushed for yoga...than debrief at foyer and ms tan called for me as my mom's on the phone....after debrief had to rush back hme bcs my father wants to go tamp for my sis laptop...than went and blogging right now..shyts!

how i wish i could speak to you again...

The first victory for lys odac

2009-01-07T23:05:00.005+08:00

school as per normal,start out with a bad mood bcs I really thought that someone was the stranger in my blog and he admitted that it was them but he said that he was just joking and he also knows who the stranger is...
after that went pe...Ive gotten taller but not so obvious lah...5cm to go girl...
than had physics..mr heng the awesomest...the best physics teacher ever...than had bio by ms ruth..did an experiment
than had recess...while eating I saw diyana and for the first time she smiled a friendly smile at me...peace to you too...!
than my favourite subject,history, talked about foreign policies....than english talked about a story of mistaken identity..
its off!
went foyer saw dan,waited for haris than he went home,dan was left alone sitting at the bench as I went to talk to nas about something...walked with nas and naf to the gate, still talking about the matter with shikin and diyana trailing behind us..said goodbye to them..
went back to the foyer than went off to republic poly at woodlands...waited for coach at woodlands mrt
thanwhen we reached the poly they did the strecthing and jia hui knocked her head on a transparent panel..haha..funny
after they finished their stretching the competition started...they had two tshirts eh..unfair...I was dissapointed that I did not get to take part in the comp but the team did not dissapoint me
they climbed till the finals and
dan got 1st,haris got 2nd for men while nadiah got 2nd for women
I was happy for them but I somehow felt unease...cos I was jealous..
but still they made us lys odac proud and especially coach kelly and coach philip
on the bus i was filled up with tears of joy and dissapointment..haris knows...there was three main reasons why....
than went to ikea and eat dinner...the nasi padang was power siah!the sambal....yum..
after that me,dan and haris went giant..i dont know for what than it was actually haris's father who sents us back
thank you people for the first lys odac victory!!AWESOME....!

and you know i cant forget about you...

Another problem and than here comes another...4 problems in a day

2009-01-06T21:57:00.003+08:00

morning went school,saw danial ,went to him,than sadiq came with the weirdest hairstyle ive ever seen...hahas..had assembly readbook in class..star wars...awesome...so much details siah
during class haziq and haris were like saying "mat rep".at first I thought about it,I know they were trying to tease me.ah who cares.
after school bought pe shirt than went home
went odac late,climbed once something happened I dont believe it..pretend???
than dan was like joking about haris and ... I dont know what but haris was being protective about it and threatened to tell dan's secret.
after odac went home with nas,nad and dan.nadiah went off at the bus stop..than I realise dan and nas walking far apart...went bubbletea shop...was ordering than they were like talking to each other.....I dont know about what..but its something serious
after that I asked nas what happened than dan told me something,I was so shocked to hear what dan said and nas walked off...I know how you feel nas...k the shock of the day...dan tried to comfort nas and the bus came..than her coin dropped under the bus and she just walked off and wanted to walk back home
I got home thinking that I should help them...maybe I should
I dont wanna see my good friend,nas like that ever again
ate dinner...the best dinner my mom have ever cooked...awesome...
went online and dan was the first to chatwith me,than nas,than haiqal,than shikin
found out some stuff abt my "friends"got me so angry....
cannot even keep stuff to themselves
quarreled with someone
now want to sleep but cannot
byes

2nd day

2009-01-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

in the morning woke up,got ready than sent my baby sis to my mother's friend house.than went to school.entered the gate and saw sadiq,called him than we walked to the parade square and waited for the rest..sat down and took the national anthem than the pledge.went to class for maths..than to the library for english..borrowed two star wars novels...awesome...went out of the library and had to line up before c&t saw her and I smiled...was expecting a reply but she turned away..wth?than the rest is so boring...after school waited at the foyer till odac meeting starts...than had odac meeting..fun..than met my mom and went to buy my school shoes...after tht she wanted to go pasar...than I went back alone...saw nas,dan and haris at the bubbletea shop...0.joked around than we went home...now gonna call you...

Boulder build day

2009-01-03T23:37:00.002+08:00

today is an awfully tiring day seyhs...
woke up at 0730 and bathe,eat got ready and reached school at 0820....than waited for the others to arrive
while waiting I sweeped the floor then listened to my music
than I heard the gym gate moving so I knew that someone was there than I saw coach philip..he asked me to help dan carry the tools from the gym
than haris arrived..than haiqal
started our work than we get scolding for not cutting the wood properly....than about 11plus hafiz came to help
than kamarul came...work was a little bit easier siah..
worked till nightfall than we ate dinner and continued until around 2150
packed up and me,kamarul and dan threw the rubbish out
and kamarul was trying to scare dan by saying "eh,sape kat blakang kau"
and dan "stop ahs"
funny siah
than at the rubbish dump dan wanted to throw the garbage into the bin than it was like heavy siah and kamarul let him take the garbage
after handing tha plastic to dan,he was like aiming the plastic to throw inside the bin and kamarul shouted that there is something in front of dan,than me and kamarul just ran off leaving dan behind which he caught up with us than at the canteen alos the same...dan was at the back so he pulled my shirt siah....
you should have seen the look on dan's face....haha..it was priceless..
than walked with them to central,and I broke off from them and walked home alone..
boring ahs...
got home bathe... than went online..was expecting someone really badly
now blogging but my eyes just wants to close
well.....thats all

The first stressful day has arrived

2009-01-02T21:52:00.004+08:00

today is the first day of school...and I didnt expect much coz its the first day.
and when we got to class which is airconditioned but three of them out of four is spoilt...what luck
and my form teacher is like...suck siah.talks so much,I almost slept a few times
pathetic looks old guy...mr tan
than he talked until 10am.2hrs of listening.glad that was over
than went mt
talk again till 11am.went recess and found out that her recess time is the same as mine
was like so happyyyy
after that I walked past her and didnt say hi.what a jerk i was
nvr mind....
what am I talking about this is so pathetic
ahhhh....
after school went friday prayers with HAZIQ than went home to convert my ppt and got to the agm half an hour late.
everyone was like looking at me
than during my presentation my voice kinda screeched...thats usual to me when I talk to long
than someone was like imitating my voice and making everyone laugh.at first it was kinda funny but it was embarassing as well.so I waited for everyone to stop laughing than I can continue.
finish with that than coach talked about clicks in the club which I was a part of.some people just dont like me.and how am I gonna change when no one tells me what I'm doing wrong??
weird..
than helped out with the bouldering wall...so tiring bcs I was so short
and than went home with the rest than nas showed a msg from someone to someone than I was like laughing
than he said something which I didnt hear
nas was imitating how that person sounded like and he kinda smiled and sat down ignoring us.nas was trying to comfort him in a funny way...she was like poking him like someone trying to check on a dead body like that
ha..funny couple... and if they reach their first year I'm so gonna get them a present
got home at 1905 and my brother was quarreling with my sister abt I dont know what than my mom ask me questions which I'm sick of answering
than I was chatting withsomeone and than that someone said that shes in no moodfor love
I was like dissapointed seyh...I dont even know if she knows that I love her alot.what did i even do wrong?
now typing out the odac particulars which have missing info...so frustrating.....how am I gonna get the work done?
ahyoooooo.....today is very stressful to me
dont wanna blog anymore lah...

yay got a tagboard

2009-01-01T21:03:00.002+08:00

hey...ive finally got a tagboard again. I know it wont last so its just a temporary tagboard....I'm just waiting for someone to launch the promise that, that person had made to help with my bloggg...welll...nothing happened today just a new year....and it dosent feel like a new year to me because on new years eve my family did not go out...as per usual for 11 years straight....so boring...
thats all I can share...

byebye with dissapointment....shit

What a party...

2008-12-31T00:18:00.004+08:00

yesterday

woke up at 0945, bathe than went to market to buy ingredients for the mee goreng that my mom's gonna cook for the party...but before that I went to my sister's school to buy her books....after that when we were walking towards the bus stop opposite of meridian jc, I saw a group of mat rep's tak menjadi looking at my sister's butt than asking for her number...my sister ignored them than they like not happy like that say...

mat reps: eleh nak kerek pulak, mcm dia lawar sangat gitu!

my sis: abe kalau aku tak lawar, yang kau nak pi mintak nombor aku tu apehal?bodoh!

mat reps: kim*** nak korang ajar pulak!

than I told my sis to ignore them

mat reps: ehwah! yang si kontot ni menyibuk apehal siul?!

me: eh setan pendek! korang lagi pendek dari aku nak panggil aku kontot?!

than there was one wearing a blue cap said something very insulting to me and my sis.

than my sister just shouted vulgarities which I didnt know about...very shocking....she said something about their baseball bat...funny than they threw a rock at my sister

and what did I do?

I took a bigger rock and threw it at the guy hitting him in his right arm

than they wanted to chase us but my sister gave me a broken branch and I gave them chase. one of them fell and I whacked him in the hand than he said sorry or what than he ran..a bunch of sec1's...

forget about that

after that we went to the market,buy ingredients,got ingredients than went home

watched spa q for awhile bcs my sis and my mom wanted to watch it

than my mom cooked the food,it smelt like temptation when its hot...only god knows how I felt at that moment

oh ya ive found a funny yoda pic

to me its funny because ny sense of humour is very much different from my friends...and if its not funny to you than maybe you should shut up the fuck,you must

after that chatted with hayley,niki,ryan and nas on msn
than found out that no need to wear a costume bcoz coach is sick so just bring food
at 1415 went to bathe again than went i got out and wanted to get my tshirt from the ironing board...and what i saw was a tshirt with blue permanent marker scribbles all over it and my jeans also had the scribbles on them.....and the culprit was sitting innocently next to the ironing board smiling at me with a blue permanent marker in her hands...my baby sis did that to me?omg...
had to think fast...so ive found a shirt which was cooling because of its colour and shorts than put on my hoodie and necklace than when central to meet the rest
at central dan looked so smart in his look
but he lost his phone yesterday. too bad
than niki and kyra arrived waited for jia hui,nas,haiqal and haris
missed three buses...when everyone has arrived dan,haris and haiqal went to a shop to buy drink...and the bus arrived...so the three of them was like running towards the bus and dan left his wallet on the counter so rushed back to get it thanran towards the bus just in time...

got to changi village got lost than had dan followed instructions from coach and found val and sherlin
brought us to coach and omg the coachs' house was very pleasant to me...because their home is very small and simple
we seated outside for awhile than they started playing with cards....than the third card game was murderer...that I played along
it was very fun as we had a murderer that was so slow and secretive
than went to the beach and they all played frisbee
haiqal asked me to take care of his phone and wallet than he placed his cap on them.they had a test run..I was bored so I put on his cap for fun than I put beside his wallet
than his team had to open their shirts...haris was shy to open his shirt at first but he open up also...than he put his shirt near his bag on the sand...so I picked it up and covered haiqal's valuables with it...than haiqal came along with his shirt so I placed it on top of haris shirt
than when around sunset val noticed an old couple making out on a bench.it was so disgustinglyfunny.the old man had the old woman lying on his lap than he like touch her breast and kept pressing on it. me,nas,ryan,kyra,val and syakir was laughing at them and cant stop looking away from them....
after sunset we went back to coach house than dan was looking after me for haiqal's phone and wallet
I was shocked because no one went near the bag
so we went to the beach to look for it than dan and haris found haiqal's wallet in the sand
haiqal called his dad
than got back to coach house than I felt that some of the guys blamed me for taking haiqal's phone...but I didnt took it
I felt kinda responsible for it as well because I wasnt looking after his stuff properly
than played a game,complicated to explain
haris was very funny siah he keeps doing the wrong thing and one of it was spiderman but he do like a rocker like that funny siah...

than had an lys meeting for awhile.after that went home
took the bus with sherlin,jiahui,niki,ryan and syakir
on the bus niki was making us laugh with her horny sex jokes...I kept thinking about the long cock joke

reached home bathe,started blogging than someone called at 0012am
she said something for the first time and I kept thinking about it

hey, even though I cant call you,

doesnt mean that I dont love you anymore sweetheart

well...thats all folks and remember if your sense of humour is lame than you should shut up the fuck,you must

someones birthday tomorrow

2008-12-23T14:13:00.004+08:00

hey peeps! i'm back...i just remembered that its someone's birthday tomorrow and that person should very well know..
well i'm going jb tomorrow till the 26th
i'm gonna miss someone's birthday

boy! am i gonna miss you girl...

that's all folks...

no tagboard

2008-12-23T09:19:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!i just lost my tagboard bcs it cannot be viewed so just bare with it for awhile. ok today woke up at 0715 walked around my room for awhile than went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and washed my face. than searched the kitchen for food and found something to eat. so i ate bread with peanut butter. than at around 0815 called dan to ask about the agm.it was funny seyh.his voice sounds so tired siah..., i think he just woke up.... k i'll tell you what happen

me: hello? dan eh

dan: hello? sape ni?...sape ni?

me: ni alif lah

dan: ohh...sape ni?

me: ni alif lah

dan: ohh..ape die?

me: eh dan pkl brape agm?

dan: kan agm cancellll....

me: huh?!

dan: agm kan cancel.

me: sape ckp?

dan: coach... kau tak dapat msg dia ke?

me: tak

dan: ayo...kentot ah...k.dah tukar gi 27

me: kk bye

dan: k

it seems funny to me

never mind i'll continue blogging later

2008-12-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

ate dinner,watch tv,tried to sent presentation to coach and I still dont know if she's received it yet.

called hayley and she said she's gonna go to jb.

well...i'm gonna miss you girl

like i always do

well that's all folks..

the continuation

2008-12-22T15:42:00.000+08:00

just finished eating and still havent finish my presentation...i'm gonna be dead...dead...dead
but hey at least i'm gonna finish it. and even if i finish it i cld not hand it up to coach bcz theres a prblm with my com
i'm gonna be dead...dead....extinct..vanish..excluded out of this world...
wo..wo what am i talking about?
think postive
think straight
focus
come on

oh ya, just now hayley ask me to follow her go coffe bean but i said i could not go. i felt kinda bad..

sorry..

Days after my com got fixed

2008-12-22T12:08:00.000+08:00

today woke up late,bath than tried to finish up my presentation. Have not eaten yet. Waiting for my mom to finish cooking. I'll continue blogging later...hmm....

Blog creating is so confusing

2008-12-12T13:55:00.000+08:00

Creating ablog is so confusing, especially when you just learnt how to...
owwww....

2008-12-12T13:43:00.001+08:00

This is my first post coz I just created this blog